It's all Me,Me,Me...

...So you got this far already, my my you must be more curious than I am or you must be a HUGE CRIMINAL MINDS fan too and somehow found your way to me from the fanatic site I'm guessing?

..And if that's the case you probably came to see if I'm as 'couple of grams short of cocoa of chocolate' on here as I am on there; are well, in my family the Insanity pill they give you at birth helps to deal with everything for later life!

At the moment I'm actually watching CM so bear/bare (I forget which is correct way, and Reid would know) with me..Unfinished Business.

So today, what have I done besides watch CM and see how many days til season 4...(less than two weeks-for some *wink, wink),I took my eldest to school, I think they feel I'm safe to be around now and don't need to hide the sharp things,they look at me normally now, they also speak to me calmly but I'm still not too sure if that's a good or bad thing?? My children don't seem embarrassed by me now either so that's also good, I posted on the fanatic site.
I have slept..yayyyyy, after around 2.30am this morning, I watched CM (box set) and found myself checking my back door, under kids bed, my wardrobe and then asked what would Gideon, Reid and Hotch do? Then I went to bed and slept like a baby til my alarm went off at 7.20am
So am doing ok, no bad dreams last night, thank god, am feeling a bit better now.
For those of you who haven't read a few of my post on fanatic site I watched some CM and had some bad dreams about the certain CM members, I wont go into what was happening as I really wouldn't want anyone to go through what I have just had to go through for the past few nights, but anyway I'm doing good now.
It also rained here where I am in the UK, god don't you just love English weather? I can't wait to move to the US!
I fell out with one of my 'so-called-mates'...speaking as someone who lost her partner in Iraq, I understand the importance of commitment and believe that everyone has a soulmate and everyone should be happy, I believe in marriage and it is a big thing for me, but when you know someone who gets engaged to "everyone she has a relationship with" and I'm being serious about this.. she's been with this guy for about a month or so and they're engaged already, she announces to me the other night, I bit my tongue and kept quiet, she's 22, not even lived. I believe in Bambi and Thumper "If you cant say nothing nice don't say nothing at all!" so I said nothing, anyway, she asks me finally what I think of it and goes on and on so I snap and told her "you don't have a clue what love is,you're engaged for the ring, its not a serious thing for you, give it a few months you'll split up and find someone else and be engaged to him!" she didn't like it and "delete me from facebook, delte my photos, i don't wanna know you etc etc" so I did all that she asked, we're not talking and she's told people I'm jealous!
Her 18 year old friend sent me an email which annoyed me, that she has my email address anyway...but she did, and she asked why I can't just be happy? I replied and simply stated that the whole thing is ridiculous and if its what she truly wants I am 100% happy for her!
So there you go,just when you thought it was safe to go out....the nutters are out!
I have to add I have a 6 year old and a 4 year old- they are more mature!
I think I have new neighbours..I might do some snooping later. BTW anyone who has facebook... the new edition is totally wrong it should be illegal!!
Oh and if you came here looking for pics of me and my girls... you have a long wait, this is the net there are some bad people out there, I know I watch Criminal Minds remember.
Take Care and have a good day, I hope I havent sent you to sleep
ONLY 2 WEEKS TO GO.....